Sometimes I begin to think in english just because I just have read Twitter and had to translate a lot.
Maybe it's a good idea to write smth here in english, maybe not. Anyway, why not? Despite the fact that my english leaves a lot to be desired.

So, I'm tired. Tired from my work, my room, my city.
When I was a child, I thought I'm a person who prefers to be in one place with the same people over the whole life.
But now I know, it was a mistake to think in such a way.

I feel myself like a salmon migrating from one side of the world to another.
I have some plans for my future, but they are like a ghost: sometimes I realise it, sometimes not.
Yes, I want to move to Spain or other country. I know when it will be, I know what I should do to gain it.
Yes, I like tournaments and the atmosphere, I see some ways to be closer to it, but anyway it is not about the present.
Now I'm like a fish - just swim, moved by the stream. What will happen in two month? What will have happened by the moment I will graduate from the university?
Who knows -___-

I'm 22. I should have smth more clear in my head. But there is no smth like that.